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:: Wednesday, March 31, 2004 ::
Stoned for Life....
... wow... this is sad... I haven't smoked pot in about 2 months ... or some thing like that ... and today... i felt so fucking stoned/burnt it is fucking out there. FAR out there. ... any way didnt do much today at all... but lets recap...
MondayI went to NBHS with Rita and saw Jay and Karan and others who I don't really know.
Sunday I wnet to work with my dad at 6 am ... and slacked off the rest of the day.
Saturday Woke up with Lauren next to me ... so it made me think it was sunday. Then we went walking around taking pictures of weehawken.
Friday Hung out with Lauren at the mall then went to Sports World with shari, dan, heather, and jenny to play Lazer tag ( twas fun ).
And that is all.
I Ran
I walked along the avenue.
I never thought I'd meet a girl like you;
Meet a girl like you.
With auburn hair and tawny eyes;
The kind of eyes that hypnotize me through;
Hypnotize me through.
And I ran, I ran so far away.
I just ran, I ran all night and day.
I couldn't get away.
A cloud appears above your head;
A beam of light comes shining down on you,
Shining down on you.
The cloud is moving nearer still.
Aurora borealis comes in view;
Aurora comes in view.
And I ran, I ran so far away.
I just ran, I ran all night and day.
I couldn't get away.
Reached out a hand to touch your face;
You're slowly disappearing from my view;
Disappearing from my view.
Reached out a hand to try again;
I'm floating in a beam of light with you;
A beam of light with you.
And I ran, I ran so far away.
I just ran, I ran all night and day.
I couldn't get away.
:: Angel of Death 3/31/2004 01:36:00 AM [+] ::
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:: Tuesday, March 23, 2004 ::
Speaking of Dante
After reading dante's inferno... I relized ... that EVERY ONE SHOULD READ IT!!!! THE BOOK IS GODDLY!!!!!!
:: Angel of Death 3/23/2004 11:12:00 PM [+] ::
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Violance...again....
The wretched King Minos has decided your fate. His tale wraps around his body 7 times.
The sweet light no longer strikes against your eyes. Your shade has been banished to... the Seventh Level of Hell
Seventh Level of Hell!
Guarded by the Minotaur, who snarls in fury, and encircled within the river Phlegethon, filled with boiling blood, is the Seventh Level of Hell. The violent, the assasins, the tyrants, and the war-mongers lament their pitiless mischiefs in the river, while centaurs armed with bows and arrows shoot those who try to escape their punishment. The stench here is overpowering. This level is also home to the wood of the suicides- stunted and gnarled trees with twisting branches and poisoned fruit. At the time of final judgement, their bodies will hang from their branches. In those branches the Harpies, foul birdlike creatures with human faces, make their nests. Beyond the wood is scorching sand where those who committed violence against God and nature are showered with flakes of fire that rain down against their naked bodies. Blasphemers and sodomites writhe in pain, their tongues more loosed to lamentation, and out of their eyes gushes forth their woe. Usurers, who followed neither nature nor art, also share company in the Seventh Level.
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test
:: Angel of Death 3/23/2004 10:48:00 PM [+] ::
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:: Saturday, March 20, 2004 ::
Stolen from Joe
1. What is your First and Last name: Raymond Kingsbury
2. What color pants are you wearing now: Camo-Fatigues
3. What are you listening to right now: A Flock Of Seagulls - I Ran
4. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number: 11
5. What was the last thing you ate: Hash browns
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be: Crimson or pink.
7. How is the weather right now: Rainy <3
8. Last person you talked to on the phone: Lauren
9. Your favorite TV shows: Robin witch hunter, Invader Zim, Family guy, Futurama, SD Gundam, X-files, and Scooby-doo
10. Do you like the person who sent this to you: stole it from joe, but Yes I do like joe ^.^ (hes a sexy bitch ;) )
11. How are you today: I've been better I've been worst.
12. Favorite drink: Orange Juice
13. Favorite alcoholic drink: Screw Driver
14. Favorite sports to watch: Hockey
15. Hair color: Natural red, with green streaks
16. Eye color: Light Hazel
17. Do you wear contacts: Some times
18. Siblings: 1 sister
19. Favorite month: April
20. Favorite food: Potatos
21. Last movie you watched: Live from Bagdad
22. Favorite day of the year: April 20th
23. What time did you go to bed last night: 2a.m.
24. Summer or winter: Summer
25. Hugs or kisses: I like both but I don't get kisses that often:'(
26. Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
27. Do you want your friends to write back: If they want.
28. Who is most likely to respond: Not a living soul.
29. Who is least likely: Any one who reads my journal/blog.
30. What's under your bed: Creatures.
31. What books are you reading: Johnny Got His Gun.
32. What's on your mouse My desk.
33. Favorite board game: Clue.
34. What did you do last night: hung out at the mall with Lauren :)
35. Favorite thing to do to pass time: Drink, sleep, smoke, hang out with people.
36. Can you touch your nose with your tongue: Yes.
37. What inspires you: The only thing that inspires me is the unknown factor that is in life.
38. Plain or salted popcorn: Salted. Raymond LOVES salt.
39. Favorite flower: Roses.
:: Angel of Death 3/20/2004 06:46:00 PM [+] ::
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:)
:) I hung out with lauren yesturday :) Im happy heheheh. I also met danny...or is it dannie... or ... okay I don't know.Any way yeah also I met amanda and and and others :). I had fun :).and yep thats about it :-p :).
:: Angel of Death 3/20/2004 07:09:00 AM [+] ::
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:: Thursday, March 18, 2004 ::
today of days
well today was ... worriesome/exciting/fun/nerve wracking. did the same old shit in the morning... went to school... smoked a cigg.... ect ect...then after school I hung out with Rita and Peter. We walked around trying to find a place that would sell me ciggs. Then we went to Peter's house watched tv talked and shit... then they decided that we should go to PathMart and well Rita and Peter got the great idea of shoplifting... and eating things in the bathrooms. Then as we were walking out I saw a police officer start walking toward us, it was brian mera, and in my head I was like ... we're fucked. The security head questioned all of us pretty much then biran took me outside so I could have a cigg and he could get my side of what happened. I told him what i knew and shit and then we went back in. Then after that the security head told brian that he had no problems with me because I didn't do any thing wrong other then be there and I told the truth and thats all that he wanted so i could go. Then as i was leaving brian came out and told me that Peter wanted me to get his dad, so i did so and well I don't think that if Peter's dad would have come it would have worked out because his dad wreaked of pot and was high but I told him any way and that was that. Then when I came back to tell them that I told Peter's dad and to explain to my aunt what happened I saw a police officer walking out and noticed that he was escorting Peter out and another one escorting Rita out. I asked the one officer about like waiting or some thing and he said it was too late they are going down to HQ, okay sorry to add this in the middle of that but I honestly almost laughed because I have NEVER heard an officer refere to it as HQ, any way I went told Brian that Peter's dad is comming. Then went to find my aunt because as i didnt explain earlier she saw me and was like if you did any thing im going to break your ass( and she would too.). I explained to her what happened. then left and went to toutor Lisa. Well double wammie ... one she wasn't there which was okay because I would have just waited for her BUT she also forgot her book( her mom called her and I talked to her). Finally I came home ... sat down ... and started typing this.
and for any of you who read this that do shoplift... don't ... please .. .just stop.... if not for yourself then do it for me....
:: Angel of Death 3/18/2004 06:54:00 PM [+] ::
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:: Saturday, March 13, 2004 ::
Thoughts ... ... ...
Reacently I have been thinking how I sacrfice myself and my time to family...friends...and people in general. From now on ... it will be about me...my world not what others want not what others want of me or want me to do. I will do what I want when I want when I feel it is right....
Here we go again,motherfucker
Come on down,and see the idiot right here
Too fucked to beg and not afraid to care
What's the matter with calamity anyway?
Right? Get the fuck outta my face
Understand that I can't feel anything
It isn't like I wanna sift through the decay
I feel like a wound,like I got a fuckin'
Gun against my head,you live when I'm dead
One more time,motherfucker
Everybody hates me now,so fuck it
Blood's on my face and my hands,and I
Don't know why,I'm not afraid to cry
But that's none of your business
Whose life is it? Get it? See it? Feel it? Eat it?
Spin it around so I can spit in its face
I wanna leave without a trace
Cuz I don't wanna die in this place
People = Shit
People = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?)
People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you)
People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be)
People = Shit
It never stops - you can't be everthing to everone
Contagion - I'm sittin' at the side of Satan
What do you want from me?
They never told me the failure I was meant to be
Overdo it - don't tell me you blew it
Stop your bitchin' and fight your way through it
I'M - NOT - LIKE - YOU - I - JUST - FUCK - UP
C'mon motherfucker,everbody has to die
People = Shit
People = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?)
People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you)
People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be)
People = Shit
Your impossible ego fuck is like a
Megalomaniacal tab on my tonque
Youu fuckin' touch me I will rip you apart
I'll reach in and take a bite out of that
Shit you call a heart...
People = Shit
People = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?)
People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you)
People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be)
People = Shit
:: Angel of Death 3/13/2004 07:26:00 PM [+] ::
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:: Friday, March 12, 2004 ::
Feelin pretty shitty
I haven't really updated in a while, but that is because I have been sick. All I have been doing lately is coming home and falling sleep, I know very exciting WOO!!!!! Though on Thursday night I got drunk. Well drank and didn'f feel it because I fell asleep so when I woke up this morning I was drunk but sobering up. Every thing was rocking back and forth I felt like I was on a boat...it really made me feel more sick I almost threw up. It was quite disturbing. As i speak of my getting drunk I am drinking now so if there are any spelling mistaekes please understand why. X.x any way i will see you all later
:: Angel of Death 3/12/2004 09:40:00 PM [+] ::
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My checklist
As i said this is more of a checklist of a few things to do then what HAVE i done.
( ) been drunk
( ) smoked pot
( ) kissed a member of the opposite sex
( ) kissed a member of the same sex (just the other day with a SEXY boy ^.^ ... must get his number ^.^)
( ) crashed a friend's car
(x) been to japan
( ) ridden in a taxi
( ) had anal sex
( ) been in love
( ) had sex
(x) had sex in public
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
(x) had a threesome
( ) snuck out of my parent's house
( ) been tied up (sexually)
(x) been caught masturbating
( ) pissed on myself (getting too drunk to aim is BAD!!!)
( ) had sex with a member of the same sex
(x) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) stolen something from my job
(x) celebrated new years in time square (and I dont know why... I could very easily)
( ) gone on a blind date
( ) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(x) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(x) been to europe
( ) skipped school for whatever reason.
(x) slept with a co-worker
( ) cut myself on purpose
(x) had sex at the office
(x) been married
(x) gotten divorced
(x) had children
:: Angel of Death 3/12/2004 09:39:00 PM [+] ::
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:: Sunday, March 07, 2004 ::
Recap
Thursday - I didn't do much really. Actually i only went to school lol.
Friday - I hung out with Kenny and Peter. We were walking around in Jersey city, and being that both of them don't know how to act when in the "hood", some black guys who wanted to sell us "trees" almost jumped us. Then Peter kept saying spic while we were sitting down, and I told him that if any one came over and had a problem with him saying that he'd get his ass kicked because I wasn't going to help him. Then he went and was telling me I didn't know any thing about living here or what would happen to us or any thing at all. And I told him if he doesn't shut up I will get the guys who almost jumped us tell them I didn't want any "trees" and tell them that he was calling them dumb dirty spics and niggers. Which might I add he did say just not when we were near them.
Saturday - I went to jaime's and the whole crew was there, Alen, Jorge, Chris, Me, Jane, and jaime. It was real fun. We played a karaoke game which was uber fun and we played some bond and wresteling game it was uber fun. We also played a few card games. then we all went home.
Sunday - So far today the only thing I really did was read The Inferno I am almost done with it only four cantos to go then I will start to read Johnny Got His Gun. I will most likely finish it today, but if not then tomorrow for sure. :)
:: Angel of Death 3/07/2004 03:06:00 PM [+] ::
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