:: Saturday, October 25, 2003 ::

BAH

BAH I JUST WROTE A SHIT LOAD AND ITS NOT HERE!!!!!
Well lets see to re cap today... I got to school 15 min late.... my grand father had a heart attack ( hes okay and dont you think thats ironic Lauren? )....I went to the mall... I saw lauren :). I had fun :) more so because I got to be with her ... not really because I have fun at the mall X.x ... well i do but I mean ... not lots lol.but like all good things it came to an end X.x *cries* I hate sad endings lol. Hopefully we can hang out some time soon :) (and maybe not at the mall lol.)


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:: Angel of Death 10/25/2003 01:29:00 AM [+] ::
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For all the one person who reads this

Lol today started off hellish ... I woke up for school at like 8:10 and got to school at 8:30 unfortunally school starts at 8:15 ... lol I almost got a cut slip X.x ... then the day went by pretty smoothly ... untill about 5th period ... I got called to the vice princapals office ... I was taking a test so i was going to go after the test but my dad came to my class and took me out of class to tell me my grandfather had a heart attack ( he survived :) [ironic lauren dont you think?]) and they told him that I didnt go to 3 senses that I need to go to so monday - wednessday I will have sense X.x. Then I went to the mall with Rita. On the way there we were talking about random things heh twas cool. got to the mall and saw josh and charlie ( i think thats how he spells it lol oh well ) then we met up with andrew and ate ... walked around ... stole some things from hot topic .... then went out ... and hung out ... then I ran away... and finally saw Lauren :). Hung around with Lauren pretty much the rest of the night. :) It was fun ... more so because I was with her then any thing else :). lol. Then like a ll

:: Angel of Death 10/25/2003 01:14:00 AM [+] ::
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Any one

Does any one actually read this shit any more?

:: Angel of Death 10/23/2003 07:54:00 PM [+] ::
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The Good, The Bad, and The Assholes!

Why is it that in my life no matter what with the good always comes the bad? Yesturday I asked Lauren if she would go out with me ... and she said yes. Thats the good. The bad is ... today I go to work and I went there all excited and shit and was kinda happy to work and hopefully earn my paycheck Well I have been having a shitty week and I wont deny it ... unfortunally this shitty week constituted me getting fired. Thats the bad. And actually Im pissed off but happy, I honestlly wish that The FTC puts up the "black list" and All-pro calls one of the people on the black list. With that the people can sue All-Pro and or close em down for it. I will laugh... I will feel bad because I've met some cool people there( augest, Ferris, Kashif, John, Eric, Abe, and a shit load more) but I will laugh because my boss or should I say EX boss will be out of a job. Yeah Wayne can be a cool guy but if hes going to give me the bs that hes running a buisness ( I curssed when i left ) Then he should stop being so fucking niave and relize that some emploies will be PISSED OFF when they are fired. But of course the scum bag won't, but oh well I will live on and I will move on. Did I want the job? NO!!! Why did I take it? I needed the money. but they owe me 2 pay checks and one I will get this saturday and the other I will get next saturday... Though then again this will give me more time to myself, for me to be with my friends, for me to be with my guitar, and most importantly to get a real fucking job instead of this bull shit job.

Oh well now that I vented that ... I gotta do some thing.

:: Angel of Death 10/16/2003 07:23:00 PM [+] ::
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Wow Its been a while

Yeah its been a while since i have used this blog lol ... not too much has gone on lately ... work ... work ... work... school... work work work.... school.... ... work work work work work work work work work ... school school school.... .... ... ... ... :) in happier news... I finally got some balls ( yes I know I have a lack of them :-p ;) ) and I asked out this girl that I have had a crush on for a REALLY LONG TIME!!!!! :) and she said yes :)

:: Angel of Death 10/15/2003 08:01:00 PM [+] ::
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Stuff

well I havent really done much lately ... but saturday I went out and got new boots :) it was great ... and I got an invader zim poster :). I and I relized how much i missed seeing lauren at the mall X.x lol. Seriouslly though lol it sucked at the mall :'( and it pretty much sucked at the mall after she lefted X.x :'( . ummmmmmm went to work today ... and it sucked because its fucking work lol. Bah I wish i lived in paramus :'(

PS if you want to see the boots or the poster ... IM me and I will show you pictures i took of them.

:: Angel of Death 10/06/2003 01:34:00 AM [+] ::
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