:: Saturday, August 30, 2003 ::

Barns & nobles

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:: Angel of Death 8/30/2003 01:17:00 AM [+] ::
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The Cheese Monkeys

I finally finished it :) Prolly the fastest I have ever read a book with more then 200 pages... I finisned The Cheese Monkeys Not that any of you give a damn or a flying fuck ... as opposed to a walking, running, swimming, ect fuck, But I do know one person will at least care for one reason or another. That person is Lauren =] She gave me the book to read and I did so. And I feel better that I did ... one book down ... many more to go ... .. .. .. . . . .. Many books to read on a list that is never ending ... when will it end? ... Will it ever? .... X.X okay Im like suffering from lack of sleep at the moment ... even thought I got .. .. . .. 3 hours of sleep? .. ...... 3 hours ... plus ... .... 3 hours ... .. .. plus ... ... 15 min .. .. .. plus .. .. .. 2 hours ... .. .. .. equals .. .. .. 3+3+2+.25+2. .... Tired ... so tired... sleep... I should sleep.... but I cant ... must stay awake ... must stay awake ... must go out ... get out ... leave.... ... ... ...

:: Angel of Death 8/29/2003 06:26:00 PM [+] ::
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Woo

Woohoo ... i went out today with kenny :-D lol we like drove around for a little ... got ciggs ... then went to seacacus and he met some of his friends talked to them for a while. then we went off ot the mall ( GSP ) and I saw amanda and dave ... and ... the other one with the mohawk( I dont remember his name ) lol hung out for a while ... then some stuff happened ';) it you really want to know ask me and maybe I will tell ya but yeah ... ummmmmmmm other then that nothing out of the norm happened... :-p well night all it was fun typing to all of you who read this :-p

:: Angel of Death 8/29/2003 12:29:00 AM [+] ::
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Seaside

Yay I got to go to seaside hights today :).

:: Angel of Death 8/28/2003 02:57:00 AM [+] ::
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:'( Sarah :'(

Damn it. I haven't been able to sleep lately so I was telling Sarah about it. she said drink tea or warm soy milk....Being I have lots of soy milk i opted for that ... well ... I will say this once and only once... I WILL NEVER DRINK WARM SOY MILK AGAIN! ... I ended up puking my brains out and not falling asleep.

:: Angel of Death 8/27/2003 12:38:00 AM [+] ::
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DMV+ little kids = I want to kill some one

Lets see ... today I spent 3 and a half fucking hours at DMV waiting for my permit. While there I had to listen to little fucking kids bitch, moan, complain, and all that annoying shit for 3 AND A HALF FUCKING HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!1 Though I did finally get my Permit :) go me. Feb 26 at 9am is my driving test. :) I hope I pass when It comes to the test *crosses fingers*

:: Angel of Death 8/26/2003 06:07:00 PM [+] ::
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Today

Today was fucking ... BORING! ... welll I didnt do a damned thing really except I got to play with power tools for a while ... that was fun actually .,... i think i will do that just for the hell of it for now on. .... oh well... ummmmmm mmm mmm mmm m m m m m m m I miss people I havent seen in a long time.... X.x .... bah.... and school starts soon.... GRRRR!!!! ... oh well I will have some thing to do? ... hrmmm.... Ummm. yeah ... why do I even bother with this? ... Bah ... oh well what ever... im not in the greatest of moods now ...

:: Angel of Death 8/22/2003 03:01:00 AM [+] ::
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WooHoo I'm a gun

Sig Sauer P226. Greatest gun ever! Feel special.
Beautiful and reliable but can still scare the
living bejesus outta anyone.


What handgun are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

:: Angel of Death 8/22/2003 02:55:00 AM [+] ::
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Today

Lol today was kinda odd lol... as I got up today my sister walks in and hands me my phone and says phone for you. I was like ... huh? then pick it up and its ... HEATHER =] Heh she asked me if i was doing any thing today and since i rarly have plans ( with an exception to this week) I said no so she told me to walk up to the exon and she will come get me =], damn i luv her, then after picking me up she called Lauren , who was with her mom at a chineese resturant, and Lauren told her to come there. So we went to the chinese resturant that Heather thought it was but ... ... ... it wasn't it =p so she found out where it was and then we went there and met up with lauren her mother and #2 ( dave) .... damn blogger didnt save this and I dont remember what happened ... really lol... welll after the resturant Heather kidnapped lauren and dave and we all went and hung out at the mall. ... ... ... yup ... there was talking and eating and stuff ... and seeing people... and yup.... and ... okay Im done with this....

:: Angel of Death 8/21/2003 12:31:00 AM [+] ::
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Heres the list so dont ask me

1). Arts and crafts
2). Gym
3). Shop
4). Statistics AP
5). Calculus AP
6). Politics
7). English III

This is subject to change if I pass that test at the start of school... IF being the key word.... so ... wish me luck?

:: Angel of Death 8/21/2003 12:15:00 AM [+] ::
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Ozzfest - Ozzy DOES NOT COMPUTE!

There were many happienesses and one real sadness at ozzfest today.... The happienesses are ... Cradle = FUCKING AWESOME!!! Shadows fall = GREAT! Endo=good. unloco=good. Voivod=pretty good. that was second stage ( not all the bands just the ones I actually saw) . on first stage ... Chevelle = BAH!!! Manson= wasnt bad but was better 2 years ago. Disturbed = GREAT! and Korn ... ... ... Korn ... .. ... ... ... Korn was ... ... ... F .....U....C.....K...I...N...G... AWESOME!!! Also I made a few friends heh see Im a friendly person >:). lol ummmmm well ... now ... for ... the .... sad....news..... and .... if you couldnt guess from the title ... the ozzman .... didnt cometh... he got sick or some thing :'( ... poor ozzman. hope he gets better. :) but over all today was great. Lol I relized that I have used more descriptions on lesser things but you must understand ... I am fucking tired ... and I dont remember much of what happened... except I saw a person that looked like Jenny and another that looked llike andrew and some one else that looked like my cousin will and even some one who looked like ozzy X.x lol. but yeah ... I had fucking fun :). Though I am like an injury list ... it was great. :) ... well I think i will stop typing and hurting my self for the night and go to bed.

:: Angel of Death 8/20/2003 01:12:00 AM [+] ::
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HeY pEoPlEs

HeLlO pEoPlE wHaT iS uP? hEh JaNe AnD hEr MoM gAvE mE hUgS tOdAy =). I aM sO lOvEd =) =p . AnY wAy I sTiLl HaVe To FiNd SoMe OnE bUt UnTiLl ThEn I gUeSs I wIlL sUrViVe. =) =]=]=]=] ThAnKs JaNe AnD mOm!!!!! =]=]=]=]

:: Angel of Death 8/17/2003 02:01:00 AM [+] ::
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I don't know

Maybe its just I am really tired and shit or really the fact that I feel so damn lonely... Yeah I like being single because I can do what I want and what I will... but ... I need some one to be with ... i need some one I can take long random walks with and have long random convos with ... I need some one I can be with ... some one I can touch and feel and love and be loved by.... I need some one who means the world to me and I to them ... ... ... ... Again though ... being single is good but ... I need to feel needed ... and ... well lately ... I don't get that drift from any one ... from most I get the feeling that I am just a burdon .... or annoyance or some thing... ... ... ... so if I am to you just tell me and I wont bother you any more. ... ... ... ... .. .. .. .. .. .. . . . . . . .

1) I am missing _______________ today can you find it for me.
a) Compassion
b) Love
c) Happieness
d) My Sense of Direction
e) All of the above
f) None of the above

-=Night all=-

I will be here sitting and rotting away this uselessshell called my house. ... So if you care enoufh

:: Angel of Death 8/16/2003 10:59:00 AM [+] ::
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Manson’s Philosophy and his comparason to Shivra

"Manson’s philosophy begins with the premise that Man is not separate from nature. In fact, Man is inextricably tied to all of nature and its laws. When Man created word communication, his flair for abstraction and conceptualization began a split in his nature. Man began to see himself as above nature’s laws and as conqueror of all the world’s creatures. Instead of remaining content with the harmony of nature, Man had to build his kingdom. Now Man’s kingdom has created a terrible imbalance on Earth that is destroying the planet. Constantly abusing the Earth’s resources, Mankind has polluted its water, its air and has destroyed countless species of animals. This is a very tragic occurrence. Charlie believes that Man has much to learn from the animals. Charlie identifies with the animals and their instincts as they are more in touch with the will of nature. "Humans are pretty stupid," he says. "Humans won’t survive."

The animal instincts, deeply embedded in our psyche from centuries of evolution, can be brought back to consciousness. Charlie has said that he is "spiritually allied with the scorpion and the wolf," seeing our evolutionary heritage as divine and powerful. Not separating Heaven and Earth, Manson combines both into a Shamanistic whole. Manson’s philosophy also encompasses something of the Eastern mystic. He sees all supposedly separate, individual minds as "The One Mind." A single entity. A unity. Born into these bodies we think we have separate identities. This is an illusion. Charlie sees the "Mind" as everything. As Buddha, Christ, Satan, God, birds and trees, "The Mind" is all conscious entities.

Coming from this very religious standpoint, Charlie sees the perfection of nature and its ways. In this sense, Manson can be seen as going beyond good and evil in a very Darwinian way:

"I don’t think in goods or bads, just is’s, What itis. Not what I was, want or hope. Whatever life is, it is, and bad and good got nothing to do with it. A snake eats the baby squirrel. Mamma squirrel may say that’s bad, but snakes got to eat. The life cycles are and only humans got the order fucked up."

Charlie’s answer to this "human, all too human" fuck up is for man to revert back to the natural way. Back to the horse and buggy. Back to the harmony that nature intended. Charlie attempted this by leaving the city of Los Angeles and entering the desert of Death Valley. He and his friends "the Family" set up a commune of sorts. An alternative to the city religion of suits, cars, consumerism and pollution. They wanted to get back to the natural ways. To learn from the land and the animals. To live according to nature’s laws. Not Man’s."
Go here for the whole thing

:: Angel of Death 8/16/2003 04:22:00 AM [+] ::
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Lack of light no affect me

Heh People all around me were out like a light ... LOL... yeah the power outage affected like EVERY one around downtown weehawken but not the little neighborhood I live in... we had power like 20 min after the power went out . heheheh.

:: Angel of Death 8/15/2003 06:41:00 AM [+] ::
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OMG!!!

OMG the black out rules lol.... Because of it ... Q104.3 is currently (9:08) playing the WHOLE Darkside of the Moon album :):):):):):) I LOVE IT!!!!

:: Angel of Death 8/14/2003 09:10:00 PM [+] ::
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Summer rains ... you can never predict them

Hrmmmm maybe not summer rains but its not summer untill the NYC power grid goes down and puts all of the north eastern united states in a complete black out. Lol the black out is spaning from eastern Ohio . north as far as onterio and south as far as northern virgina.

:: Angel of Death 8/14/2003 05:34:00 PM [+] ::
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Gir + alabama song = spooky

Hrmmm some random friend of John's IM ed me and they have a gir icon. I am listening to the alabama song ... and the gir icon is like "dancing" its like head is bobing ( like a head banger just not as hardcore) and hands claping ... the spooky part is Gir was going PERFECTLY to the music... Hrmmmmmmm *is scared*

:: Angel of Death 8/11/2003 09:34:00 PM [+] ::
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Hrmmmm

Hrmmmm.... Well I have been called some pretty strange things ..such as boo boo kitty fuck but Rollie takes the cake... I am a muffin ... a Chocolate Chip Muffin none the less ... Lol Oh well :-p what can ya do when your a muffin? :-p ... Eat your self? ^.^

:: Angel of Death 8/11/2003 05:45:00 PM [+] ::
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:: Angel of Death 8/10/2003 01:32:00 AM [+] ::
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Survey.

HAVE YOU EVER:
1) kissed your cousin: Nope.
2) ran away: Yup.
3) broken someone's heart: :'( Yeah :'(.
4) been in love: :'( Yeah :'(.
5) cried when someone died: Unfortuanlly death doesn't affect me in that way.
6) broken a bone: Fractured.
7) drank alcohol: Yup.
8) lied: Yup.
9) cried in school: Yup.

WHICH IS BETTER:
10) coke or pepsi: Pepsi.
11) sprite or 7up: Sprite.
12) girls or guys: Both.
13) flowers or candy: CANDY<3 YUMM!!!!!!
14) scruff or clean shaven: Clean shaven.
15) quiet or loud: Depends. but Quiet more offten then not
16) blondes or brunettes: Brunettes
17) bitchy or slutty: Bitchy ;)
18) tall or short: Tall
19) pants or shorts: PANTS!

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
20) what do you notice first: Clothes.
21) last person you slow danced with: Hrmmmm I dont remember ... thats how long ago it was ... I think it was either Natlie or tatie
22) worst thing to do: say any thing negitive about their person

THE LAST TIME:
23) showered: this morning
24) had sex: :'(
25) had a great time with the opposite sex: About a week.

WHAT IS:
26) your good luck charm: My sword and dragon charms on my chain.
27) person you hate the most: Myself
28) the best thing that has happened to you today: Being entertained by rollie

FAVORITES:
29) color: black or dark purple
30) movie: The professional, Nightmare Before Christmas, and M*A*S*H
31) book: 1984, The time machine, and the cheese monkies
32) subject in school: Algebra ( any of em )
33) juice: Orange juice :)
34) cars: 1969 firebird or 1965 mustang or a 1969 nova :)
35) ice cream: I dont eat icecream. but strawberry sorbet is great
36) holiday: All hollow's eve
37) season: Winnter
38) breakfast food: I don't eat breakfast
39) music to brood to: Metal

DO YOU EVER:
40) sit by the phone waiting for a phone call at night: Yeah.
41) save internet conversations: Yup.
42) save emails: Yup.
43) wish you were someone else: Yup.
44) wish you were a member of the opposite sex: Yup.
45) cried because of someone's mean words: Yup.

BEST:
46) cologne: None
47) friend: Sarah, Jane, ... ... ... too many others lol.
48) kiss: I have only kissed 2 people ... and I would say they were both good :).
49) romantic memory: None.
50) most recent advice given to you: "i'd say try to kiss her. if she kisses you back, you know she likes you. especially if she kisses you again a second time. ha!
i think that's the safest bet." heh.

DO YOU
51) color your hair: Yup.
52) have tattooes: Only hand drawn ones.
53) have piercings: No. :'(
54) have a boyfriend/girlfriend: Not currently :'(.
55) own a webcam: Yup!
56) own a thong: Sure ;)
57) every get off the computer: Yeah. Spooky no?
58) sprechen sie deutsche: Nien.
59) habla espanol: Non.
60) quack: quaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack.

HAVE YOU/DO YOU/ARE YOU:
61) stolen anything: DUH!.
62) smoke: Me ... smoke ... DUH!!!.
63) schizophrenic: A litte... what do you mean little ... yeah we are only a little.
64) obsessive: Kinda.
65) compulsive: Kinda.
66) obsessive compulsive: Not really.
67) panic: Overly.
68) anxiety: Way too offten .
69) depressed: Most all the time.
70) suicidial: Not as much any more.
71) obsessed with hate: Not really.
72) dream of mutliated bodies, blood, death, and gore: Yes
73) if you could be anywhere, where would you be?: With some one who wants me ...
74) can you do anything freakish with your body: Yes. I can stick my fist under my rib.
75) what facial feature do you find the most attractive: EYES!
76) would you vote for a woman candidate for president: If she seemed worthy of the title.
77) would you marry for money: No.
78) have you had braces: No.
79) do you pluck your eyebrows: No.
80) do you like hairy backs: No.
81) could you live without a computer: No.
82) do you use ICQ, AOL Buddy list, etc...? AIM.
83) if so, how many people are on your lists: 120
84) if you could live in any past time period, which would it be? Late 60's
85) do you drink enough water: What is water?
86) do you wear shoes in the house or take them off: Depends on my mood.
87) what is your favorite fruit: Strawberries.
88) do you eat wheat bread or white: What ever is avalible.
89) do you kiss on the first date: Not really.
90) are you photogenic: No?
91) do you dream in color or black and white: Both.
92) are you wearing fingernail polish: Blue and Black.
93) do you have any dimples: Nope.
94) do you remember being born: No.
95) why do you take survey's: Bordom.
96) do you drink alcohol: YES.
97) what is the best accent: Old english acent.
98) who do you want to kiss: 2 girls and 1 boy ;).
99) do you like sunrises or sunsets the most: Rises are good to watch by your self sets are better to watch with some one.
100) do you want to live to be 100?: No.
101) is a flat stomach important to you: No.
102) are you loyal: Depends.
103) are you tolerant of other people's beliefs: To an extent.
104) when you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? Off.
105) do you have nightmares frequently: Randomly.
106) do you like your nose: I think it could be changed but it does its job.
107) do you think you can draw well: its a coin toss.
108) at what age did you find out Santa Claus wasn't real? around 7 or 8.
109) how many pairs of shoes are in your closet: 1.
110) do you like to wear the same shoes everyday or do you like variety? Same I only own one pair.
111) do you write poetry: Some times.
112) do you snore: Nope atleast I don't think so.
113) do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides? I sleep how ever I am.
114) dog/cat? cat.
115) do you lick stamps: Nope.
116) do you use an electric can opener? I don't use cans.
117) have you ridden in a hot air balloon: NOOOO!!!!
118) which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain: Emotional pain.
119) favorite TV show: X-files, X-play, Anime Unleashed, Robot Wars, and unscrewed
120) do you know anyone who is clinically depressed: Yes.
121) do you prefer a piano or violin: Piano.
122) are you a sex addict? Sure?
123) do you know someone who has cancer? Yes.
124) do you like to argue: Some times.
125) do you hunt: Humans.
126) do you like fast food joints, or expensive restaurants: Cheaper is better.
127) would you rather vist a zoo or an art musuem: I love art.
128) do you have a middle name?: Alexander.
129) are you basically a happy person: No ... barely ever.
130) are you tired?: Always.
131) did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?: Yup.
132) how many phones do you have in your house: 3?
133) how long is your hair: A little past my Nipples.
134) do you get along with your parents? like oil and water.
135) what color of eyes do you prefer: Light hazel or blue or green ... actually green eyes are really pretty :)
136) first name: Raymond
137) were you named after anyone?: My dad.
138) do you wish on stars?: Some times.
139) when did you last cry: When my love and I broke up ... I cried for a week...
140) if you were making a movie about yourself, what would the title be? Better Off Dead.

EVERYTHING
141) do you like your handwriting: Yup.
142) who do you admire and why: Jimi Hendrix because hes a great guitarist.
143) what is the #1 priority in your life?: To find my soul mate.
144) what is your favorite lunchmeat? I DON'T EAT MEAT!
145) any bad habits: I smoke, Bite my nails, and flick boogers lol j/k.
146) what is your most embarrassing CD? Tragic Kingdom.
147) if you were another person, would you be friends with yourself: Sure.
148) are you a daredevil: Kinda.
149) have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? Nope.
150) have you ever stolen anything: Yeah.
151) do looks matter: Yes.
152) have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid: That happens too offten.
153) do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow: Nope.
154) do fish have feelings: They have a central nervous system.
155) are you trendy? I do what I want to do because I want to do it.
156) how do you release anger? Punch walls.
157) Where is your second? second?
158) do you trust others easily: Not really.
159) what was your favorite toy as a child?: A cardboard box.
160) what class in school do you think is totally useless? Gym.
161) do you like sappy love songs? ... ... ... Yup.
162) have you ever been on radio or television: Both ^.^
163) do you have a journal: One too many.
164) do you use sarcasm a lot: noooooooooo I dont use scarcasm a lot.
165) have you ever been in another country: YES!
166) what do you look for in a girl/guy?: Good personality
167) what is/are your nicknames?: Boo boo kitty fuck, shag, little shag, shaggy, little shit, ray, ray ray, and angel( :'( ).
168) would you bungee jump?: Nope.
169) do you untie your shoes when you take them off?: Usually.
170) what are you worried about right now?: The answer to this question I must ask.
171) do you think you are strong: Nope.
172) what's your least favorite thing in the world: People.
173) how many wisdom teeth do you have? 0?
174) what would you change about yourself: Almost every thing.
175) i need: A soul mate.
176) i find: Life pointless
177) i want: Some one to love.
178) i have: No one to love.
179) i wish: Some one would love me.
180) i love: Some one who doesn't love me back.
181) i hate: Myself for what I have done.
182) i miss: My fist love.
183) i fear: Dieing alone.
184) i feel: Alone.
185) i hear: laughter.
186) i smell: Fresh rain
187) i wonder: Where my soulmate could be.
188) i regret: Losing the love of my life.
189) you should: Help me find a girlfriend.

:: Angel of Death 8/09/2003 04:50:00 AM [+] ::
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RolliE

Heh today at like 5:40 I went to go hang out with rollie ... only when I got to her house ... I no see her X.X lol. So i went there for what seemed like no reason but Ironicly she was looking out the window and didnt see me X.X So I walked back home lol and we had a silly argument over me going there and I proved that I went there lol. then I said I go later but she doesn't feel well ... so ... GET BETTER ROLLIE!!!!!! ^.^ heheheh.

:: Angel of Death 8/08/2003 08:55:00 AM [+] ::
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:: Angel of Death 8/08/2003 12:37:00 AM [+] ::
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Happy happy Joy joy... :-p

Heheheh I got out of my house today :) and I got to see Joe :) who picked me up and took me to the mall and I hung out with like the whole time :) Heheh And I got to see Heather and tried to take my vest back... Heather 1 raymond 0 lol but tis a fun game :-p ;) hehehehe . Also I saw Lizzy :) heheh and other peoples =-o ... but no amanda :-p party pooper :-p. Heh. any way heh Im going back tomorrow thanks to Joe :)

:: Angel of Death 8/07/2003 10:52:00 PM [+] ::
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Today

I went to the doctors today ... and thats it ='[. Some one hang out with me or come here or pick me up or some thing PLEASE!!!! I am fucking bored off my ass... and I need to get an ID so that I can get fucking ciggs because I really want em lol..... hrmmmm .... Bah what ever...GRRRRR!!!!!!!!!

:: Angel of Death 8/06/2003 08:34:00 PM [+] ::
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hRRMMMMMMMM

I saw my cousins band today ... they are pretty good :) .... other then that I really didnt do a thing ... Though I Do Miss Heather =p I was thinking of calling her today just to talk but every time I got the idea some one was on the phone ... and I just go the Idea to now ... but its 1:05 in the morning ... Lol... I could call joe ... he did say I can call him up till 1:30 =p. But yeah ... Ummmmmm Heather if you read this before I get in touch with you ... Want to hang out wednessday ... which would be today... =p. And yeah ... Ummmmmmmmmm ... ... ... I dont know what else to say ... so .... Yup...... ... ... ... and Night all. =)

:: Angel of Death 8/06/2003 01:15:00 AM [+] ::
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Necrophilliac.....

dont you think its funny that a necrophilliac is some one who has sex with a dead corpse? ... a dead corpse... as apposed to a living one?

:: Angel of Death 8/04/2003 09:52:00 PM [+] ::
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Today...

Hrmmmm today was funny =P Heather calls me and asks me if it was raining here and I was like no its all dry here heh ... then she called again saying she couldnt come (its okay =) ) because of gas ... or lack there of =p and maybe 20 seconds after we hang up it starts to POUR! lol. That and the fact that i slep about 15-18 hours today. And my fingers were orange from eating so many damn carrots lol. And I am watching SG-1 ... Woo.... lol.....

:: Angel of Death 8/04/2003 09:14:00 PM [+] ::
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:) Heather ... I love ya.

=] PRETTY KITTY SIGNED MY GUEST BOOK =] SHES SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO COOL!!!!! hehehehe

:: Angel of Death 8/04/2003 01:13:00 AM [+] ::
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Cool shit

Heh on tuesday I may get to see my cousin Mike's band play one for free and second I may not need to be proofed because I will be going as a roadie =] Woohoo lol. Well any way today was quite fun actually lol.... Family came X.X bah lol But I got to talk to my cousin mkie and chuck. They are the greatest, And my cousin Chuck always reminds me to get the first exdous album, bound by blood, so one of these days I think I will go get it lol. Also my cousin Mike might go to a late october show and do a review for the aquarian if he can heh which I think is pretty cool being that the aquarian is the biggest rock newspaper for NJ ... I think its the only one also LOL!!! But yeah ... hrmmmm the doors just poped in my head lol being my cousin is playing at a place called the wisky bar and there is a doors song ... actually I think thats the name of the song ... heh but yeah ... or is it a jim morrison song? X.X I no no but yeah ... or is it even one of them and not another band? oh well yeah the song is stuck in my head right now lol. But if you know the song ... TELL ME PLEASE... well not the song but who it is by....

Any way .... Yeah .... Ummmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmmm I missed the Pretty kitty today :-p but Its cool any way lol I got my dad to get in the goalie equpt. and I got to shoot at him ... Oh incase you don't konw what Im talking about I mean hockey lol. X.X I hit him in the head when I tried a slap shot X.X lol it was funny =p. And that sums today up lol.

:: Angel of Death 8/03/2003 10:17:00 PM [+] ::
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Wise words from jordan

I was going through Jordans Profile and I saw these three quotes ... I must say I like them lol.

I like pigs. Dogs look up to us. Cats look down on us. Pigs treat us as equals.
Politicle corectness is just inverted McCarthyism
The oppressed minority in our country have become the ruling majority

:: Angel of Death 8/03/2003 03:12:00 PM [+] ::
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Funny shit.....

Hrmmmm Well today was just filled with funny shit ... this morning heling my dad we had to move the station wagon so I got to sit inside and steer it while my dad pushed it with the van. Then I asked him to take me to jane's at like 6 so that I can hang out. My dads like no you have to stay here and help and blah ... blah ... blah ... Then around 8 some thing Heather calls ... I asked my dad if I could go hang with her and hes like Yeah go a head. I think he likes the fact that I am going to see a girl that isnt a friend like jane (she is like a sister to me). But any way I met Heather at the Exon station :) and then we went to Liz's and waited for liz to come home =o. Heh then we ( Heather Liz and myself) went to the mall and hung out there for a while. then we picked up people and droped off people... and then droped off me .... then I come home... and ... I am here ... and going to sleep.

PS Thanka A LOT Heather :) I really needed to get out of the house today :). Luv ya.

Peace all Im going to sleep and yes I do love all of you too... espeically any one who reads this and by this I mean my randome rantings about noting. any way... Im Out....

:: Angel of Death 8/03/2003 01:05:00 AM [+] ::
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Two things .....

For one lol I just made a new M:TG Deck =]. Staying on the magic topic this goes out to you Heather lol beat a 10 hour game ... 30K hp and over 5k snake, squrrel, and ant tokens, or a 25k/25k creature ( aka the serra avatar [ he was my prized creature *cries* I WANT MY DECK BACK!!!!!!]). And the second one is a question for all....
what is the answer to this question....
( ( ( 5!/4!*100!/99! ) *( 1000!/999! ) ) / ( 10000!/9999! ) ) * .50 * .20 = ...?...

Leave all answers in the Forum Under the Post Math Question. First to get it correct will get ... some thing?

:: Angel of Death 8/02/2003 03:18:00 AM [+] ::
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follow up

Also some one should give me a cig or so!!!!!!

:: Angel of Death 8/02/2003 01:35:00 AM [+] ::
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Lvl 12 Light Jedi

There must be a Lvl 12 Light Jedi some where near me ... because I am experiancing mild discomfort... =p of course no one would understand that joke unless they know what its from or unless the person is Kevin. But yeah. Any way today was pretty boring... went to teh dentist .... got 2 cavities fixed... well technically there were 3 but one was inbetween 2 teeth ... so it fucked up 2 teeth... and the hole in my tooth in the back was fixed... though that wasnt really a cvitety lol but there was one next to that hole =p. And other then that I wished that I had money so I could go to the mall and see people X.x I miss people x.X lol.... *takes memo to self* "get money and/or get a home close to mall" Hrmmmm.... Yes I missed my savior ( aka Pretty Kitty) and the Canadian, And Lauren and Amanda, And Liz, and ... ... .. many people whos names are lost in my head lol. But any way ... sunday is family picnic day... SOME ONE SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WILL PAY FOR GAS TO GET HERE AND GO WHERE EVER!!!!!!!!!

:: Angel of Death 8/02/2003 01:33:00 AM [+] ::
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