:: Monday, June 30, 2003 ::

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Heheh THANK YOU VAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^.^ heheheheheh 5 cool things today. Val and I hung out, Val saw my house, Val did my hair, Val gave me a talon, and finally I go to see Val's home ^.^ heheheh.
Yes I finally got my hair dyed ^.^ woohoo ^.^ heheheheheh If you want to see IM me and I will show you click here

:: Angel of Death 6/30/2003 02:44:00 AM [+] ::
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boring day... very boring ...

:: Angel of Death 6/29/2003 01:39:00 AM [+] ::
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^.^ better feelings ^.^

Woohoo I fel better ... GO ME!!!!!!!!!!!


4 days down 16 more to go

15 down only 5 to go .... be happy? or mad ? or what ever you want?

:: Angel of Death 6/28/2003 12:07:00 AM [+] ::
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3 days down 17 more to go....

12 down and 8 to go .....

Bah I feel sick ... ... I am sick ... ... Bah .... lol I caught a cold from some one in class. X.X sneezing ... coughing... and I dont think the smoking is helping any... ... ... .... Bah.... nor do I think my inscense is helping ... bah ... I threw up this morning.... And I feel like Im gonna do it again .... .... bah .... I feel like shit ... look like shit too.... X.X ... any way... Im done for now ... IM me or Email me if you want to chat or some shit like that.

:: Angel of Death 6/26/2003 06:45:00 PM [+] ::
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Oh and 1 day down and 19 more to go... wish me luck with summer school ^.^

<3 Kelly <3

Okay Im out.

:: Angel of Death 6/25/2003 12:58:00 AM [+] ::
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10 down 10 to go.... though I didnt smoke one .. lol... oh well.

:: Angel of Death 6/25/2003 12:40:00 AM [+] ::
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Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... day one of summer school will begin in ... about ... 3 hours....wish me luck?

:: Angel of Death 6/24/2003 08:45:00 AM [+] ::
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Well I found out today I have to go to summer school at 8:30 ... BUT for tomorrow only I start at 11:30 instead of at 8:30 ^.^ woohoo go me. and all I have to do is go for 120 hours for 6 hours a day for 5 days a week for 4 weeks ^.^
Heh yay .... only thing I am sad about is ... I wont be able to see my friends in St. Joes. Oh well... to all my friends going there... GOOD LUCK ( espeically those who are from weehawken )!!! you will need it ... to pass the test when you come back.

:: Angel of Death 6/23/2003 06:03:00 PM [+] ::
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8 down 12 to go....

:: Angel of Death 6/23/2003 05:50:00 PM [+] ::
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WOOHOO!!!!! 16 is the lucky charm... I got it in ^.^ IM me if you want to see the pics. :-p

:: Angel of Death 6/22/2003 10:31:00 PM [+] ::
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Today was a very progressive day... I sat at home and tried to put a staple in my arm ... 14 times ... and not a single one stayed in my arm ... now where is the fun in that ?
... well I am going to try untill I either get one in ... untill there is too much pain or untill i bleed ... :-p ... well yeah I really need to find better things to do with my time.,... 0 for 15 now ....

:: Angel of Death 6/22/2003 10:22:00 PM [+] ::
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Hrmmm... today was interesting ... went to jaimes/janes and hung out ... but there was a black out heh... also I saw alen... heh haven't seen him in a LONG ass time. Oh well ... ummmmmmmmmm not to much else happened today... ummmmmmm .... I missed Kelly ... not like missed her as in time ... but just as in ... missed ... like a part of me was just ... not there... well.... untill next time.

Cig count:13
7 down ... 13 to go.... and then is when I quit. I stop this expensive habbit... and I dont do it offten ... but I stop when I have no more.

well any way ... ummm good night to you all... I am going to veg and draw and shit like that .... the insanity that flows in my head is scary.

:: Angel of Death 6/21/2003 11:22:00 PM [+] ::
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^.^ today was great! I got to be with <3Kelly<3 ^.^ heheh Ummm I asked her out and she said yes... though this wasnt today... or friday... being today is actually saturday .... oh well. :-p. And if you couldn't guess she said yes, making me a VERY happy man. and today getting to be with her ... well :) I am an extreamlly happy man :)
VvNachtengelvV: :-D :runs off saying yay lil rays got a gf: lol
Again i say... I have odd friends.

:: Angel of Death 6/21/2003 04:15:00 AM [+] ::
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:: Angel of Death 6/15/2003 01:53:00 PM [+] ::
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Oh heh ummmm do you who read my blog like my new ish lay out? Thanks to jane and myself :-D but there is still more do to.
So I shall seeth thee later!

:: Angel of Death 6/15/2003 03:27:00 AM [+] ::
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:) I hung out with Kelly and Kara today :). It was uber cool :). I really like Kelly :). Heh. Much happieness for Raymond :). Scary no? hehe. Well in other news.... I had my gym final today ... I got a 1 also known as a D heh. so running in circles isn't my cup of tea... but walkind in them is another story :-p. Ummmmm ummmmmmmmmmm ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ummmm .... I think that is all for today. :)
Night all :)
Oh and I leave you with this
I once thought that happiness when hand and hand with depression... I scratch that ... and now I believe that happieness goes hand and hand with sleepiness.
:) Oh and tomorrow I am going to the devils parade at the arena :). Hockey ... the only sport I like :).
well any way "Good night to all and to all a good night"
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:: Angel of Death 6/14/2003 01:30:00 AM [+] ::
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Ummmmm not too much today... Ummmm 4 exams down ... 2 to go.... So yeah wish me luck on my gym exam? LOL.
Any way ... Ummmmm what did I do today? ... not much ... .... ... ... I have to see what I got on my french and english finals.... and chem ... berteele said that he wont grade the preclac finals till monday ... so yeah .... Just have gym and history left.... should be all good.....

:: Angel of Death 6/12/2003 07:01:00 PM [+] ::
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Hrmmmm today not much happened... We had a lockdown drill today ... ummmmmmmm I broke my headphones. Ummmm I GOT TO CHAT WITH KELLY TODAY!!!!!!!!!! :). Ummmmm ummmm drew on my arm a little... drew my own view of the kittie logo... ummmm.... and I ... ummmmm... Yeah oh jane might help me get a job at UPS earlier then next month :).
then I will have money to hang out with people :):):):).

:: Angel of Death 6/10/2003 11:50:00 PM [+] ::
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Wow I havent updated in a while... so here goes. Well my week was pretty slow... didn't do much before today. But I did decide that I will die my hair Black and green. Lets see ... today Was slow to start. I went to Union Hill after school with Lisa. Met up with Hector and people I dont know.... Got shot by rollie and her cap gun with a dollar in it. Then got the 163 to go to the mall.. but a last ... It was the wrong 163 so I got off the bus and on to the right 163. Got to the mall ... and wondered around aimlessly ... that was at like 4 ish. Then I wondered in to Borders to look for a book to read after war of the worlds. and I didnt find any ( any one have a suggestion? ) So as I was about to leave I saw Lauren. =-o YAY ... Heh ... well I hung out with lauren for a long while and met people ... and lots of em. :-D ... after missing the 163 like 3 or 4 times I decided that I should wait at the bus stop. While waiting I got REALLY bored... so I sat funny... and walked in circles... and apperently was talked about =-o lol. Yeah so any way I met 3 more peoples :-D and had fun time on bus ride back :). I have friends :-D ... ONE GOAL COMPLETED!!!!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.... heh yeah ... oh and I am eating =-o I know scary but its the first food in me since like ... lunch ( which was at about 11:30 am and its now 11:30 ... well was then when I started eating. ) I think that is a record for me .... 12 hours no eating..Well love ya all. ( not you jordan ) see you later. :-D

:: Angel of Death 6/07/2003 12:05:00 AM [+] ::
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UMmmmmmm weeeee.... Lol. Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm Yeah nothing happened today lol. Oh yeah ... and SARAH IS A MEANIE!!!!!

:: Angel of Death 6/03/2003 12:31:00 AM [+] ::
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Heh well today was pretty slow... nothing happened lol... well except a friend told me that I got over Sarah rather "fast" Lol. now in my personal opiinion ... I dont think it was fast but my friend was said they would have been out of it for longer. So my response was ... one I may be hurt still just not showing it. And two was I cant live in the past so I have to take it a day at a time and live life as it comes . If it was ment to be It will be (some thing I was once told by a very smart girl wether she believes it or not) . With that said I got callled odd and a dork lol. But yeah.
I also relized today that I may have a purpose in life ... I have no place... I just kinda float around like an idea that you cant stick any where or in any thing. :-p Okay well that being said...on to my goals of the summer.

Here are the major goals of the summer.
Goal 1: ( most important ) Do well on my finals lol.
Goal 2: Go to summer school X.X.
goal 3: Get job.
Goal 4: Save cash.
Goal 5: Get new cloths ( doesn'e mean they will be new just new to what I have already ).
Goal 6: Get G/f (LMFAO wish me luck? :-p ).
Goal 7: Get new computer.
Goal 8: Get new Internet connection.
Goal 9: Change the layout of this.
Goal 10: Expand my cd collection.

Here are some minor goals.
1: Set up a network in my house.
2:Get VCR, Dvd player, and/or PS2 (VCR + PS2 or VCR+DVD Most likely not DVD+VCR+PS2) .
3: Do some thing with my hair.
4: GET OF OF MY HOUSE MORE OFFTEN!!!!!
5: Read a book or two.
6: Get more rest.
7: Learn stairway to heaven (I have been attempting this for TOO LONG! And again wish me luck.).
8: See Slayer or some good metal band.
9: Go to the maxwell house and check out the bands that play there
10: Finish the RPG I am making ( if you have ideas for what I can add to it email me )
11: Hang out with friends.
12: Make a new friend, ( even though I have made a shit load this year )
13: Play more hockey
14: Get a REALLY BIG game in hockey
15: Find my place in life ( Yes sad isnt it lol its like at the bottom of this list ).
16: Get a sword
17: Get a cool looking kinfe
18: Get more signs for my walls.
19: Get my permit.
20: Keep in touch with my distanced friends

:: Angel of Death 6/02/2003 12:57:00 AM [+] ::
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