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    :: Sunday, October 02, 2005 ::

    For those about to rock ... We salute you

    For any one who actually knows me ....

    Would you say that I either am or have become cold hearted, I just act cold to people, I just learned it is easier to live being cold and cruel to people, or do you think I just enjoy being cold and cruel?

    You don't have to comment on this ... send me a message or what ever, I really would like to know what you think... .... don't attempt to spare any feelings, that I will not deny I am cold to.

    :: Angel of Death 10/02/2005 06:23:00 PM [+] ::
    ...
    I dun know

    O.o okay wow ... i gotta get something to do, really ... I just stared at a spot on my wall for 2hours ... ... 2 WHOLE HOURS STARING AT A SPOT ON THE WALL!

    :: Angel of Death 10/02/2005 01:16:00 AM [+] ::
    ...
    :: Tuesday, August 16, 2005 ::
    The good old days ....




    What is your name?
    Sarah



    Where are you from? ( City, State )
    Phoenix, Arizona



    Do you have a site? If so what is it?
    Yes...Pink Stars, Black Hearts. The link is already entered...duh!



    What do you think PeTA stands for?
    People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals. Another duh!



    What is your favorite band?
    Right now. Umm...David Bowie.



    What is your favorite song?
    Joan Jett- I don't give a damn about my bad reputation (or whatever the name of it is.)



    Do you have AIM? What is you screen name?
    Yes. Skarathicpunk



    What is your favorite food?
    Any home-made vegan food. Soups are the best though!



    Rate this Blog 1-10 (1 is worst 10 is best).
    10 <3 I love your mind!



    Speak your mind about what ever.
    Whatever. An odd word if I do say so myself.
    Haha.
    I'm so funny.



    Do you have any comments?
    Yes.
    You are sooo amazing and cute and did I mention amazing?!
    Much love goes out to the owner of this wonderful blog <3



    What ever happened to the good old days? :'(



    :: Angel of Death 8/16/2005 08:29:00 AM [+] ::
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    :: Wednesday, August 11, 2004 ::
    Wooo!!!

    Well for all of you that don't know this is post 300!!!! Any way ... the planing is more then on the way ... I am going down to AZ to see Sarah ^.^ woohoo go me =p. Well any way ... I am off to explain my summer... drink... sleep ... drink ... sleep... drink... sleep ... sleep ... drink... yup a very interesting summer... any way... I will tell you all about AZ when I get back. :)

    :: Angel of Death 8/11/2004 11:06:00 PM [+] ::
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    :: Sunday, July 18, 2004 ::
    The weekend so far!

    Hrmmmm Ozzfest was great. I know I went on friday, but I needed a day to sober up from all the partying =p. It was great but bad at the same time. Before I left my house to meet up with Mike, my cousin, I was suffering from a headache due to the drinking I did the night before. Finally I got my ass out of my bed and out to meet up with mike and it took about 5 min for him to get to Umberto's, it is a resturant on route 3. When he got there we were off to ozzfest! By the time we got there my headache was gone but I was still drunk. Then Mike and I decided that we would go see what they had to offer and ended running in to Lauren, Joe and Pinky ... well actually it was more like Lauren saw me and Mike and walked in to me on purpose but I guess it is all the same. After that we stood around talking then finally decided to go check out the bands on second stage. When we got over there Lamb of God was just comming on so Joe and I ran off in search of a pit. We finally found one and it was fucking great. Unfortunatly the only burise on my body was put there by joe, he fell and when he fell his elbow hit my arm. Then we went back over to see Lauren and Pinky but my cousin was M.I.A. ( I didn't see him untill the end of the show) . We decided that some of us had to use the bathroom and I was the only one who decided that I needed food. When I got up there to get food I stood on line for quite some time untill I finally got myself an order of nachos and a frozen lemonade ^.^ they were good just that after a few nachos I felt sick so I stoped eating them. After a while of me being by myself because I lost the rest of the group when I went on line, Lauren appeared out of no where. I offered her my nachos and told her I felt sick after eating em. we kinda hung out sitting by the bathroom for a long while. The only thing I regret about sitting there is that I didn't get to jump in to a hatebreed pit but it was okay because I was spent. Finally I got up for slipknot and we all walked down to second stage to see em. After that we went to first stage and watched the bands for the most part lol. Then when Slayer came on Joe took me over to this spot he found. It had an AMAZING VIEW of Slayer ^.^, and an even better view of ... ... ... KERRY KING!!! ^.^ lol any way we stayed there the rest of the time untill just after Judis priest went off. Then we all went to go do random things and unfortunatly I got seperated from every one and ended up listening to Black Sabbath alone-tear tear cry cry-. After the show was over I went over to where the fountian was, it isn't there any more ... DUH!, and waited for Mike. After finding him I called up Lauren and asked where they were and ended up talking to Joe because Mike and I decided that we would take Joe up on inviting us to hang out afterwards. When we finally got off of the parkway and started on route 17 and route 4 we noticed some thing really mean... ... ... almost EVERY fast food place was on the left and we were on the right.... ... it just didn't work so finally we stoped at burger king. I ended up getting a wopper with cheese( no meat of course =p). Then we finally got to Joe's and hung out. We smoked up and drank for the most part. Though we did have entertaining conversations about Crack smoking moose chickens that were stalking Joe's nieghbors but they are stalking me now X.x. And then finally Mike and I left. He drove me all the way home ... and I got to my door ... went to open it ... and fell asleep on my front steps. I was rudely woken up by a cop telling me that I can not sleep there. After being forced to prove that I lived there he left. When I made it inside and up my steps it was about 5am and i walked in to my room, saw my bed , and walked over to it and fell right in it. Finally woke up at about 1pm and felt sooooooo burnt it isn't funny. My mom told me part of my new computer came on friday and my uncle down the street had it so I went over there and picked it up. It was the tower, and on monday the monitor, scanner, meyboard, mouse, and speakers are comming. As well as the dsl stuff( the dsl modem and the wireless home network system) and a package for my dad. Although saturday was a great relaxing day I do wish I actually did something. Eh that is what the rest of the week is for right? RIGHT!!! any way hopefully now after writing this and using up a brand new sketch pad, it had 300 sheets in it, I will finally fall the fuck asleep. Night night all of you out there and sweet dreams. ^.^

    :: Angel of Death 7/18/2004 04:54:00 AM [+] ::
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    :: Wednesday, July 07, 2004 ::
    :-p

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    Your name is...
    Your kiss is...mysterious
    Your hugs are...friendly
    Your eyes...twinkle in the moonlight
    Your touch is...irresistable
    Your smell is...beautiful
    Your smile is...hypnotising
    Your love is...everlasting
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    I am The Chariot

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    :: Angel of Death 7/07/2004 12:13:00 PM [+] ::
    ...
    :: Tuesday, June 29, 2004 ::
    few random ones ( I know I took the dante one already but its entertaining to see the same results each time).


    Sexual Encounters and Sexuality:
    Are you Straight, Bi, or Gay?:bi
    (Other than and including sex...)
    How many boys have you had experiences with?:4
    How many girls have you had experiences with?:3
    How many persons total?:7
    Where was your best encounter?:In my bedroom
    Where was your worst encounter?:In an alleyway
    How old were you when you had your first experience?:13
    Do you Masturbate?:Yeah
    (If so) How often?:not often once every 2 weeks if that much
    (If so) How old were you when you first started?:12 or 13
    Ever talked about it with a friend?:yeah
    (If so) Ever done it with a friend?:no
    Do you watch/look at porn?:yeah
    (If so) How often?:randomly
    (If so) What is your source?:Videos
    What is your opinion on porn?:It's funny
    Do you have any STDs?:Nope
    (If so) From who/where?:
    (For Girls)
    (For Girls) Ever been to the Gynecologist?:
    (If so) How old were you when you first went?:
    (If so) Why did you first go?:
    (If so) Do you go regularly?:
    (If not) Why haven't you gone?:
    Do you use birth control?:
    How old were you when you first got your period?:
    Tampons or Pads?:
    Have you ever had an abotion?:
    Self Mutiation:
    (Cutting)
    Have you ever cut yourself?:Yeah
    For what reason?:Bordom, depression, sex.
    Did you stop or are you still doing it?:stoped out of bordom and depression.
    Why or Why not?:Too many cuts on my body
    Have you sought any professional help?:No
    Have you told your parents?:Yes
    (Suicide)
    Have you ever had suicidal thoughts?:Yes
    Have you ever tried to commit suicide? How many times?:Yes about 3 times
    By what method?:Asprin OD, jumping off my roof, and Drinking chemicals
    Have you ever prevented anyone else from committing suicide?:No
    Have you sought any professional help?:Yes
    Have you told your parents?:No
    Have you written any suicide notes and given them to the intended person?:No
    Have you ever been caught?:Yes
    (Burning)
    Have you ever burned yourself on purpose?:Yes
    Would you do it again?:Yes
    Did you stop or are you still doing it?:Didn't stop but I don't do it any more.
    Why or Why not?:Because it stoped being fun.
    (Eating Disorders)
    Have you been diagnosed with an eating disorder?:No
    Do you display characteristics if you are not diagnosed?:No
    Have you ever not eaten for a day or longer?:Yes
    What is the longest you've gone without eating?:2 weeks
    Have you ever taken diet pills?:No
    Have you ever been addicted to diet pills?:No.
    Are you still?:
    Have you ever binged and purged?:No.
    How old were you when you started to display charecteristics?:
    How old were you when you were diagnosed?:
    Have you sought professional help?:
    Have you told your parents?:
    Have you tried to stop?:
    Why or Why not?:
    (Drugs)
    Have you ever done any drugs?:Yes
    What drugs have you done?:Meth, acid, xTc, Coc, Herion, pot, angel dust, pcp, i think thats it?
    Have you ever regreted it?:Not a moment.
    How old were you when you did your first drug?:14 or 15
    Have you stopped or are you still doing them?:Stoped.
    Why or Why not?:Because some one I care about greatly really didn't like the fact that I did them, and for my own health benifits.
    Have you sought professional help?:No.
    Have you told your parents?:No.
    Have you ever been caught?:Yes.
    Have you ever lost a friend because of drugs?:No.
    Are you clean now?:Yes.
    How long have you been clean?:About 3 years.
    Thanks for taking the time to do this survey.
    It takes alot of bravery to answer these questions honestly.

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    The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
    Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
    LevelScore
    Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
    Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very Low
    Level 2 (Lustful)Very High
    Level 3 (Gluttonous)Low
    Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Low
    Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)High
    Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very High
    Level 7 (Violent)Extreme
    Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Very High
    Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)High

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    :: Angel of Death 6/29/2004 01:24:00 AM [+] ::
    ...
    :: Wednesday, June 23, 2004 ::
    Random Happiness

    I am happy... I don't know why but I am ^.^ and that makes me happier. I am drunk with happiness ^.^ heheheheh

    :: Angel of Death 6/23/2004 01:37:00 AM [+] ::
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    :: Sunday, June 20, 2004 ::
    Anime Next

    Anime Next waa orgasmic. I have MANY PICS!!!! I when I get em developed Ill put em on the comp or on my site and give all you all the link :-pso many cool people ^.^not to mention hot people ^.^ Stay tuned for future journal addations.

    :: Angel of Death 6/20/2004 09:21:00 PM [+] ::
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    :: Tuesday, June 01, 2004 ::
    I'LL CUT YOU MENG!!!!

    What stupid celebrity are you destined to kill? by daydreamer8852
    Name
    Birthdate
    You killed
    With a
    OnSeptember 12, 2017
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    :: Angel of Death 6/01/2004 01:55:00 AM [+] ::
    ...
    doesnt it end?

    Your Homicidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn
    Your name:
    Weapon of Choice:A broomstick
    Your Favorite Target:Poseurs
    Your Kill Count:1,544,349,736
    Your Battle Cry:"Enlarge your penis with this ALL-NATURAL PILL!"
    Years You Spend in Jail:37
    How Much Money In Damages You Cause:$225,672,779,405,888
    Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 90%
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    :: Angel of Death 6/01/2004 01:54:00 AM [+] ::
    ...
    yet more silly shit

    GGood
    TTasty
    HHaunting
    PPatriotic
    RRadiant
    IInnocent
    NNew
    CCasual
    EEnergetic

    Name / Username:


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    :: Angel of Death 6/01/2004 01:50:00 AM [+] ::
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    Silliness =p

    Which Bettie Are You? by antisocialoser
    Username
    You Are This Bettie
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    :: Angel of Death 6/01/2004 01:42:00 AM [+] ::
    ...
    :: Saturday, May 29, 2004 ::
    finally an update.

    hey every one it has been a while... and I don't remember what I really did this week but any way. I got home from the prom around 2:30. It was really fun :). I am happy I went to the prom really happy I went, it was on a boat and was uber cool ^.^.any way I have many pics that I have to eventually get on the computer so if ya wanna see em just IM me and see if I put em on the comp yet. ( SN: disembodiedhands ).

    :: Angel of Death 5/29/2004 02:58:00 AM [+] ::
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